Did i have sleep paralysis or sleep walking or paranormal experience

I dont know if I had a dream or had an experience with something weird , when a few days before, I had a re-occurrence experience which I didn’t have for several years.

I remembered, that night, thirak was asleep on my right as always, our hands clasping as always. Then , I felt his hands un-clasp mine and move away.

Seemed like a while later, 2 fingers grabbed my mouth gum inside holding it up, opening my mouth really wide and the left arm went round my neck, choking me. REALLY TIGHTLY!

I started to feel breathless; my saliva was stop at the bridge of the arm where I was being choked.

I FELT LIKE I was going to choke to death in that spilt second, and i was so so helpless, that i don't know why, for some reason i stop trying to get out of the situation and told myself, to stop struggling and be strangled to death then. i think i felt my energy ran low and lost my strength to want to fight.
I remembered vividly, seeing the person's image that strangled me, his face. Short sunken in face with short slimy black hair, face a square shape. And pale looking. he was a thin as thin as a stick man.

So I did stop, for a while, and while I stopped struggling and could feel the tightness pulling into the throat of mine, something triggle me not to give up. so i got my energy together once again and remembered Thirak on my right and decided to get his attention by kicking him to help me. i pushed all the energy towards the right to kick Thirak to wake him up.

So I used my right arms and legs to kick really hard at Thirak. i tried to scream but No voice came out, as expected.
The strength I used to kick seemed so bloody pointless and vain less, and there was no response from him at all.
MAYBE Thirak was so deep in sleept. COULDNT HE FELT ALL THOSE KICKING! i thought to myself!

Then I started trying my voice again in anther direction, calling, J..e..s..u..s. ......................J..E...S..U..S! i remembered choking at it.
I choked myself screaming as I thought I could. CALLED AND called.

And I started crying. Sobbing.

The hands released my throat and fingers released my inner mouth in that second then.

I laid there ALL daze and SHOCKEd in that moment , and .......sobbing, and really shocked, EYES wide open in a daze. Paralysis to the incident for a moment. then i started looking around. NOBODY was in the room and when I recollected myself in seconds, I turned to the right, THIRAK WAS NOT THERE. he was not at my side sleeping.

Gosh where was he? I started sobbing again. i started thinking nonsense then.

Then i heard the bathroom door open, Darling Ak came out. Mumbling to me that he had diahorrea the whole night when he realized I was awake. when i saw him, i started crying again. Happy he was ok and well.

What follows of course was Thirak consoling me and hugging me back to sleep after he realized I was sobbing and shocked. Still he probably thought I had a bad nightmare, which till today I thought it was so real and I didn’t seemed to be asleep. i looked at the time. its was 630am.

In MY younger age, I used to have what science explainable, “sleep paralysis”

Physiologically, sleep paralysis is closely related to REM atonia, the paralysis that occurs as a natural part of REM (rapid eye movement) sleep. Sleep paralysis occurs when the brain awakes from a REM state, but the body paralysis persists. This leaves the person fully conscious but unable to move. The paralysis can last from several seconds to several minutes "by which the individual may experience panic symptoms and the realization that the distorted perceptions were false".[

I used to experience it so very much, it became a NORM to me, the only thing was, I was very very young then. simple fact for this was overly stress...blah blah blah... i was overly stress when i was young?

I don’t know what this choking experience or maybe a dream of being choke is. It surely seemed too real to me.

Was I being too stress during then? Maybe I was and started choking myself ?? Or too stress that I DREAMT badly.

After thirak embraced me to sleep that night while I was sobbing, he felt asleep. I didn’t’ go back to sleep. I woke up to go to work early.

I went to the bathroom to bath and wash-up, and stare at the mirror.
My neckie was red.

that morning i went to work with a fever and by evening it subsided.


I’m Feeling: ..gesh...

A dream about a stolen car

Its really weird, i suddenly recall my dream last night.
I dreamt of me , Helen and Yvonne.

We stole a CAR , a manual driving car and drove somewhere to get food and drinks.

of course we were caught!

I’m Feeling: ..gaga...

I am totally exhausted having muching so much

i only realised that it was almost Christmas when the passage ways to my

office place was decorated with Christmas decorations.

And also because its because this year's Singapore wanted to have the deco really early

because of the APEC meetings to brighten up the town area.

I didnt wake up today because after snoozing the clock i fell so much asleep again.

I slept super early last night even before the AMERICAN got talent ended yet,

i slept so much. Until after i snooze, i knew i be late so i got up felt so tired all over again,

like butter soon melted, and msg my bossie and

felt asleep till 11am.

i slept for 12 hours.

worst of all, i been eating so muchie, i might have accused Desmond's medicine.

My metabolisam is growing so largely, either that or i am super GREEDY.

I eat and eat and eat double the portion than normal.

SO probably when i get tired the body trying to work the food inside and

i sleep and sleep.

LAZY!

i might want to tell Desmond about my super appetite,

then the last visit i did told him!

I’m Feeling: okie

I slept early yet i was later for ..

Our therapy sessions ended so late last night. It was almost 845 pm already by the time we left the place.
It was getting very crowded the place as more people’s coming to know the machines therapy.
So we left the place to get our empty stomachs filled with no idea and left for Aunty Kim’s Club.

We gushed our food down I think caused it was almost closing time and by the time we went to bed, was almost 11pm and thi-rak AK and I really slept until 2am….. NOT AGAIN! I just couldn’t sleep all the way and

I was late this morning for work.

I did nothing but sleep, and it was quite early that i slept, still I was later for work.
If there was a previous life, I probably owed “it” SLEEP. To think I sleep so much this life!


I’m Feeling: i just loved sleeping

We could do with so much sleeping...

When we slept and dozed off after the Ultimate show at 9p.m. last night, we thought we took a snooze first for few minutes and wake for the Incredible tales at 1030pm.

We did wake up, but we woke at 1am.

We were such pigs after dinner. I couldn’t believe the amount of sleep we took, chuckle chuckle. Daddy had cooked Fish head soup last night with the 2 fish heads previously AK had caught at the Farm Mart fishing, it was good,.. the soup was good too..

So probably it was so good, we slept so well that at 1am, awoke to do nothing but to catch some documentaries on tv.

I’m Feeling: sleep & sleep

i fell straight into sleep the moment I got a seat

I don’t believe this. i fell straight into sleep the moment I got a seat at the train cabin right until City hall.
Worst was I was doing the neck exercise during my sleep, .
I think I would be most embarrassed if I gotten up, so I continued to sleep until the moment I reached, City hall.
Must have been sooo tired.
What is new!

Gaga!

I’m Feeling: tsk tsk

CATS can talk and DOGS can talk

Everyone seems to have fallen ill during the weekends. Darling AK’s mother then Ahchai. .

Then thanks to YENG
That I dreamt of DOGS and CATS last night.

CATS can talk and DOGS can talk.
My whole life in the dream was surrounded by CATS and DOGS!

I’m Feeling: its all in the dream

The pig attacks

So much for the others, I won't believe the amount of sleep i had last evening.

dinner was tabao back home, porridge for myself and the darling AK had tabao satay for SUPPER n his usual vegetable rice ....

then

i fell asleep after the channel 8 7pm serial show.
8pm, i fell asleep

i thought then i heard little NONYA 3 min stupid dumb re-act cast then i knew i slept again.

i woke up at 11pm.
imagine.
what's the point of waking up. I might as well continue till the next morning.
Wake up to do what?

I Joined the daddy and darling ak at the kitchen for satays.

of course, getting meaty me is inevident.
Gosh!

then i slept again at 2pm.

i feel like a piggy already

I’m Feeling: so piggy tired

We need to catch up our Sleep

We been tired a lot, and sleeping and sleeping catching up with our energy especially after the Malacca trip which I failed to blog it yet, my goodness, neglecting my dairy..

Soon soon!

I’m Feeling: lack of energy

We went to AK's aunty's house gathering

Nothing practically "lays" around.

only last evening i joined the darlin ak at his auntie's place for his family gathering, a very pure simple non-alcoholic gathering.

And

we were back early. we didn't crave for drinking after!

even though we were back early and we slept super early, i woke up the almost the same time the darlin Ak got back from work.

at almost 12 noon.
the piggy i am.
TOO PIGGY.

tsk tsk

I’m Feeling: like a piggy

tiny thoughts that seemed to spoilt my day

The rain just had to get me.
When I reached the door of the raffles place station, it was drizzling slightly,
It just had to pour crazily the moment I stepped out in the open.
No brolly.

Got a welcome early Monday morning rain splashed on myself.
1. Spoilt my Monday morning.


Worst

I think I had a horrible nightmare.

Whenever I dreamt of home, my sub consciousness always arrive back to my first house I lived in
Toa Payoh, the either nightmare haunted whatever dull house.

I was spinning against going to the 7th floor or the 9th floor, can’t seemed to reach the level of my house.
There were weird stuff weird too weird and scary details, too long and detailed to explain.
Whatever, I kept arriving at 7th or 9th floor never reaching.

I woke up feeling extra lousy boring.

2. Spoilt my Monday morning.

I took a Half day leave

I woke up late, so I didn’t turn up for morning session work.

The worst part in the morning was :
To wake up or not.
And when the clock struck 9am, I decided against it.
It would take more effort to replace the hours in the Friday evening.
So I continued my journey in dreamland.

With Benji sleeping for the 1st time at the foot of the bed, all curled up into a circle.

He must have felt terribly warm and humid outside,
The weather was scorching hot with the heat attacking your skin, no chance.

Waking up the wrong time

It's the 3rd day of the working week, having miss the 1st blue Monday staying home with the tummy very seriously funny and bloated.

So , I didn’t have much to eat last night, waking up at 5am feeling extremely hungry.
Then I couldn’t sleep!
Then I fell asleep almost at 6am…

Darn I hate that!

Fancy having to sleep early, thinking of waking bright early morning for work, and plan was upside down!

Spoilt Otah at Pasar Malam in Khatib

Its weird how much I could sleep. When the AK woke this morning to go to 156 for breakfast and told me to wake bath and change in half an hour, I said ok and continue to sleep for more 5 mins.

By the time I open my eyes, it was more than 5 mins, I jumped up and bath change dry the hair and rushed out of the room when the baggie burst.
I quickly grabbed the nearest baggie I could see and throw the broken baggie inside stuff inside the other baggie and rushed out of the house.

Just in time.
I wasn’t too late nor too early.
Till the jam on the road lasts 1 hour.
JAMMIE on the road that includes the extra 5 ERP that were activated few days ago to minimize jam.

The JAM gotten worst !!! I wonder?

The last evening, we weren’t yet hungry after my beauty treatment at Tanjong Pagar so we took a walk at the Pasar Malam at Khatib.
Naturally we bought lots of good food and burgers for dinner.

OTAH WAS SPOILT! Over spoilt. Smelly “”CHAO SENG””!
Mummy was the first to discover! But the AK had swallowed 2 liao wor!
Terrible.
Trust the stall holders to sell otahs that weren't sellable in the noon to sell us in the evening.

Damn it!

This is terrible!

If only i took a picture of the stall holder. I should HAVE took a picture!

I might want to go over tonight to snap a shot at them and the stall to post!

F****! Yuckie Yuckie. I think i will go over to snap a SHOT!

I am FUMING!

Fuming because the whole night the AK had a bad ache, stomachache!

Poor him!

All because of the "chao Seng" otah! Inconsiderate STALL HOLDER!

The burger was good though, better than McDonalds...

and the burger was definately at another stall!

Morning is the hardest to wake

Did you ever felt that how matter how much you rested, the morning is so **** difficult to wake.

Germany!?

The alarm has become such a routine music to my ears that whenever in the morning, it bells, my ears seemed to accept it well with a wink.

Think its time to change the alarm clock, switching in several places.
Gosh

Germany won last night.
I wonder. I didn’t never have touched even smell of Germany.
To think they went in to the semi!

Tired after matches

I surprised myself sometimes when I over stimated myself. Last night, the AK said he came home half an hour right after i came home during the Greece & Sweden match and I was already in Zzzz land.

I didn’t know.

I didn’t know he came back. I thought he came home so much later in the morning I thought.

I always thought i would know, when the dogs bark, when the AK jumped on the bed, when the AK shuffle about the bed.

But last night, i didn't know. I was like a dead log in ZZZzzz land.

I thought I would know, but I had no clue, had no feel of disturbance. I was so indulge in the Zzzz land..

I must have been darn tired right after the Spain Match.
I LOVED SPAIN, the match was good. The 156 was screaming, screaming and shouting!!!

My stupid struggling Dream

Me carol and aunty nancy pants were soaked throughout during our lunch tabao yesterday afternoon in Golden Shoe.
The rain was merciless, even with the brolly, it wasn’t much coverage.
Darn .
While the ladies went to the toilet to dry their pants, I had a unmatching skirt in my drawer and I switched to the dry skirt for the day.

The dream last night seemed so real . I was in the middle of the road with the AK and I thought yeng yeng as well when a fight broke up among the road bullies.
It gotten so bad, we had to finally got out the car and watched the fight, it wasn’t long the road bully won and killed the other person.

Policemen all came and tried to nab the road bully but the road bully gotten hold of me instead. He was strong and pulled me towards away and I was screaming and screaming hoping the AK and Yeng to pull me towards the other direction.
But they didn’t

In the end, the Ak gave him S$50 to escape and he released me.
The policemen somehow disappeared.
Stupid dream but it was so real until now, the moments of me struggling to be set free. Haha its really stupid. Stupid to note down and laugh over It years later.

Sigh

what a FRIDAY!

Blogsite Shopping

The Ak told me I could blog about the jam we had this morning, from 740am and I managed to reach the office at 840am. Not too bad. It wasn’t that bad actually, considering the jam, it was only 1 hour in the traffic. It just seemed a little longer because of the traffic stops. IT wasn’t that bad thinking back.

Then last night I thought I dreamt of Yvonne and Helen and me met up for dinner at a western restaurant. It wasn’t much, can’t recall the details, but vividly remembered, we were seated at a cosy posh restaurant having our mini gathering.

Then the blog site where I purchased my clothing during last year for the 2nd time had not replied my email, despite emailing for a while, only once did the person replied regarding my refund. That they were abroad and will get back to me. Last year I purchased some clothing, only to find out they didn’t have the stock. What then,. They promised to upload some new clothings so I could offset my balances, but its been more than 5 months, no updates, and 1 month ago, I wrote to the blogsite email to chase for my refund.
Don’t know if the reply was rude or it's the wordings. Anyhow, more than 1 month of chasing, nobody seemed to reply.

It's a minor sum though, I thought of forgo it, but I thought and thought and decided “nah”, shouldn’t even give them a cent, Thus, I asked Y to help me chase the payment, (>>>>), and within minutes she contacted them!

Thank you!

I think I shant order clothes through a blog again,. Its not reliable. And troublesome.... Gaga